I got to know 🤹‍♀

Experimenting or trying something new is always something that needs courage. It could be a new flavor of yogurt or a pen or anything other then what you have already used. Being Shopholic I do buy hell lot of stuff. But the list remains the same and the quantity goes here in there. Even let’s not talk about shopping I may end up writing verses and pages about what to buy, what not to buy, from where to buy and bla bla…

Once the school is over and you know yes!! It is no more basic. You can wear and try whatever you wish for without getting pointed out at the Institute or anywhere. Yeah!! Freedom is right here🤣.

Nothing in this world stops to change or add or remove anything from your lifestyle except your thoughts. 🙂
The society gets the blame or clam really for no reason I realize it now.

When I joined college ( even an institute which is going to take your thoughts, dressing sense and lifestyle) being studious was gone the moment I understood, this is not a school. But the exam always made me realize no-no you really took us very lightly and the results always made me do another promise (which definitely breaks when the semester starts). Few girls were like straight from Lakme saloon 😛 and few just out of the library.

So, the first year couldn’t make me get inspiration. But after that being a nomake up person I dared to buy a lip tint ( yes using a fancy name). Applied thrice, rubbed and after a week I find I never wore it outside and it’s even finished. :D. The reason was I never used it and way not sure about this experiment. Next visit to the market and another purchase of the same lip tint ( even it must be saying you please spay us). This time 2-3 times the same as before but one day I finally wore it. Yes! and went to college. After almost half of the day gone, I  asked my friend any change and she said nopes…
A month later I brought a lipstick, Dared to wear went asked her and she said nothing but it’s good. And now I have more than 15 shades and all bought as per my approval only. 

All I learnt from this lip tint or other such happening that gave me hint about the fact that nothing really stops you except your own thoughts. The very moment whenever you think of picking up or dropping of any habit, thing or even person. Nobody but your thoughts make it difficult and full of reason to not to do it. However, the moment you simply look for the Pros instead of cons you have successfully won over your thoughts and the situation can’t keep you back like before. 

Even the key to resolve the conflict is: whose life is it? Yours! Then even if it turns out bad. It’s who will be paying out nobody else. And it’s good when you can pay off your decision. As if others do it the amount of interest percentage is even X value which varies as per their situation and mindset.

Sooner the better!

Don’t let the old or new thoughts make noise in your brain, simply just do it as nobody else really goona say, even not more than you have already calculated in your mind. 

That purple dress….

That purple dress…..

It’s not the same now. The shine is still there but the impact is gone and I cannot feel that graceful about it anymore.

This purchase of mine was one of the expensive and expressive I have so far. My eyes were stuck when I saw it the very first time. And as per my shopping guidance, I got it packed as I don’t really wish to get the shop on the counter. The color of the dress tempted me and the plates in it got my stuck in it. The day since I brought it I already decided that this dress I should be wearing on any special day or event.

I want this to be there to make more confident, gracious and pretty I could ever feel. These thoughts of mine made it special.

The going winters of the happiest year came up with the occasion where I felt like flaunting the dress. The cheerful color and the winter chills were made it perfect.

I fitted myself in the dress and I heard,” is it you? “.

I “ how’s it I really felt like wearing it and flaunting it in front of someone, who will put efforts to the grace it has or it added to me. “

The praise and liking I received made me happy. I found the dress worth buying.

Yes! One dress up for oneself but also for the one who choose yourself. ❣️

I just loved the dress as it brought me praise and grace.

Today, the present day when I got to look at it. I just smiled pushed it at the back of the pile of the other clothes. And this pushing kept going till the pile turned to the last block shirt I picked. This moment made think,

The color is same,

For which it got fame.

the threads are intact,

but it had not the same impact.

And these random thoughts once again made me think of this dress. However, at this moment I could understand that situation impacts the worth in this world. As this dress has lost the worth and the temptation which once made me flaunt it.

Over the time and with the reaction I calculated and understood. I wished to flaunt it when something memorable or auspicious comes in my way. I will be collecting the memories along with this dress. However, time managed to make it ironic.

I wore it when I gave him the very first reason.

“Not to stay! But to make it questionable.”

And remember the words “is it you ? “

Wasn’t the complement. It was interrogation that is it really you? To serve something out of my expectations.

I never thought the glow because of that dress going to stress to much to the dark with time.

The compliment I got that day wasn’t what I wished for at time of the purchase.

This dress never had the glow or grace. I felt that way but now I can track the difference and that’s What makes me feel. This is not that purple dress which I brought. 🙃

I’m back 😉

Stressed!!! Yeah, I’m and it’s because of the constant comparison I keep doing between the time that has gone and the one pinching me i.e, present. My understanding so far made me realize that the whole game was and is about the control over the desires and wishes. Even more than desires and wishes it’s because of the dissatisfaction I kept and keep feeling about everything.

By expressing my feelings in the above line is clear that undoubtedly alot is going in the mind😊. Not even the puffs and the stick helping me anymore. But they something came to my mind and mind me feel.✨ There is something which makes me stop thinking and let’s me enjoy the present and that is the innocence of the toddler I have around me. The presence and evolvement with make me feel better and zeals life back in me. I feel like spending more and more time with them. Apartmently, I wish to be 2 yr kid again. So that I can …..😍

Roles and responsibilities 🙆

Every single person on this earth plays different roles at one time. The demand and responsibilities are different respectively in society and at work. By measuring the required one puts use an adequate amount of mind and 💓 , of course which would hurt anyone.

The society always has judgement for good as well as bad. Sometimes i feel,

is it really so had to say someone perfect?

Knowing the fact that every living creature is blessed with a certain amount of abilities , no doubt some work hard and harder to sharpen them. Still, the behaviour of judging is never kicked out.

A human being plays different roles in his life (birth to death). Right from the birth the different role played brings difference in responsibility utill death. And unfortunately the ritual of judgement wouldn’t end even after the role player’s existence ends.

The fear of judgement undoubtedly kills thousands of thoughts and beginnings for sure.

I understand it’s quite easy to play with the boneless tounge but putting oneself in the shoe of the doer may make the game of judgement difficult or uneasy. Because until you don’t feel the fire closely the warmth can’t be felt.

In my understanding responsibility are something can be fulfilled only if one understand and takes a call to shoulder them. Nobody in this world can make anyone realise about the role and responsibilities to be fulfilled despite once’s own soul and spirit.

One more thing would like to add, role can be played or tagged once. However, responsibilities needs a continuous support and flow. Else the point where you leave it half way, right from there all you stands nowhere.

The Truth (:(

Have read thousands of quotes about truth, honesty, loyalty and all other positive traits.

Those quotes made me recall and recalculate the DOINGS and DONES. I found myself lier (somewhere / could be at most of places ), dishonest and disloyality as trait in me. And while going through calculation i found myself smiling and the reason was :😊

If just reading these quotes makes me question and judge myself , i should not feel bad or disheartened by the questioning and judgement of other . And the smile turned to laughter when the fact came to mind that PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS DIYING TO JUDGE OTHER 😂….  i myself do it so it makes sense i UNDERSTAND 😅

My understanding for lie ( have read a lot about truth tonight  🤔 and it makes me feel quite deepresing ) :

Truth is truth i understand but every lie is not lie please understand 😊.

I know a lie works as poison, can kill relationships, brings the goodbye closer and yes can lead to interogate even every word UTTERED. No doubt i left many outcomes of lies and people do support them 😉 but i bet it’s not just me who do interospection after reading the quotes, almost every person does because i don’t feel any Harishchandra left by any chance 🤣

Yes , i am dishonest and liar but note it down it’s not for the loyalty towards myself. Just to stay on safer zone i really don’t feel to put burden on you and feel the happiness THAT YES I UTTERED THE TRUTH ATLEAST.

Here i am really not supporting the lie and the lier ( or supporting myself). But trust me every lier is not a player who plays or played well. I just want people could shift the attention from the fact that yes it’s a LIE  to what lead to lie ! 

I really don’t understand how the power of truth got attacked by one single lie😊.

Basically the similarity between the lie and truth is people use and create the distinction according to their needs and the need of hour as well.

Position of yours’

Looked here there and everywhere, after wasting or would say insvesting my time in looking for some good company or person whose thoughts would be beautiful as face. What i realised is or should say the only thing what strikes my mind is :

NOBODY CAN UNDERSTAND OR EXPLORE YOU OTHER THAN YOU Yourself.

The lines by some poet i would like to quote :

‘man may come man may go,

But i go on forever…’

In the above line if i will keep myself as the context instead of the river. The understanding makes me feel bit more confident about my say that yes ! People will come , may become an important part and might leave some recommendable impression on ones life but the game of in and out will be on and in this calculation only I i.e, me myself will stand.
So in the journey of life man (people 😋 not specifically guys ) will come man will go but the I will be always there with me forever.

It’s good to invest time in yourself it not just protects you from the negative intakes like sorrow, heartbreak or so on but also inculcate a spark to improve yourself with your judgement.

And the time is…

Time seems passing sometimes too fast specially when it’s about the enjoyable and happy moments. However, on the other hand during the hard times every second seems too long and its hardship is realised by the hard hits and tic toc of the clock time which moves so slow .

The game Time has three players the Past, the Present and the future.

The best time is Present.
All three players of the game always manage to leave a flame in a human being to just wonder about the time. The thinking of past, the worry of future and in all this process ignoring the present, which is always in our hand to control but Yes ! The past and future hamers it.

The reflection of past and the perception about the future both takes a lot time and mean will eats the PRESENT’S slot, which should not happen because it’s the only time on which you have control and the control gives out tendency to mend the past and make the future.

Present can be master to the future to guide and make it better. And the present starts from the very moment when the concept of time and it’s handling becomes clear.

All in all the reflection of past could be dark but the handling of present can make the future much more sparkling and colourful.

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